My heart has been heavy through the past few days. Although we have so much to celebrate with our biggest boy turning 5. I couldn’t help but feel that something was missing. I’m not sure if it was just holding him in my belly or if it was wishing he was here with us, I just couldn’t shake it the feeling…. I’m not sure I ever will.
We’ve been getting back to a normal routine (as much as I can) and church service is usually what makes me the most emotional. I believe it’s the time I feel closest to Mav, through Jesus. I feel like he is with me or maybe it’s the presence of God’s peace- either way it brings me to tears each time. Especially this song.
After this song played, the worship leader reminded us how hard it may be to sing “You are GOOD” through pain, suffering or loss but how good is He to know our pain and love us through it all.
Happy Monday friends. Love you.
